if you cant remember it did it ever really happen

ok...so it has been a while since i posted and a lot of fucked up and wonderful things happened.....we broke up with kala got back together and broke up again...its reallly hard when you love someone....we're still good friends i made a few mistakes. got into a street brawl on the 4th of july...fat lip bloody nose, no one fucks with my friends. ive brewed a few beers a red..an ipa and some ginger mead. i was looking into purchasing a home but my credit is fucked up - courtesy of my ex jamie f.. jay hung out for a week and it was awesome even though it was one of the strangest weeks ever (at no fault to jay i love that mother fucker and had a sweet time drinking, going to the outback and watching flicks till dawn). when to the shamrock inn a totaly dive bar 2 minutes walk from my house... i fought of a band of zombies with a toaster. watched sevrel people fucked up on acid, pain klillers and henesey. but i think im ok now im just gonna let what happens happen you know just live. i had an awesome cry last friday night with kala and an epiphony....im scared not just of growing older and more responsible but im afraid that i like it, ilike my 9-5 i like customer service (sometimes) i like acutualy paying my car insurance (well not really but i like not having to look over my shoulder while driving) im scared that yes ive thought of marrige (even though i'm totaly against it) but im just rambling now...

i saw someting pretty funny the other day...a nissan pathfinder with one of those jesus fish....it was rear ended right in the chatolic symbol.

this woman at work who, ok i flirt with but shes 45 its funny....she made a comment today about a manage a toi with me and my boss...whos my dad...yuukkk

did i ever tell you how beautiful i think women are....did i ever tell you how much i like vagina...tastey ok sorry to gross you out..but not many guys like giving oral sex but i could do it all night...im drunk