i want my two dollars

man its been two months since i last posted....i hope this one makes it through...

things have been weird lately...i thhought i finaly got back on my feet from the taxes thing and then something else hit (money i owe suffolk community college from 1999, that i didnt know about)

i've been self destructing again...its hard this is the first time that i actualy care about myself.

"you think i'm scared of girls well maybe but i'm not afraid of you, you want to scare me then you'll cling to me no matter what i do...."