i'm going to hell....

i had a vison of myself in 4 years, it wasn't pretty. my hair was thining and my body was bloated lying face down on the bath mat an empty bottle of sleeping pills next to me and a broken bottle of vodka...tis is a disturbing image and it seemed very real...i need a change i need something else....sorry to be so morbid

the greatest thing since canned ham...

pete sent me a link to a site about monkeys wich is awesome, however his plan to delight me with said monkeys backfired when i stumbled on toi eat vegans pete i will follow this plan to the fullest...triple the beef and add bacon...im gonna start brewing beer with porter house steaks ohit will be soo good c abnt tyep so much pain in lee fty arm and cheeeast ...[podf;lndv.;oldf;cal ambu...lan...ce..uhhhh

im thinking about buying a house...you only need 2.5 -3% down if a house costs $250k ya only need $7500

good stuff
more good stuff

sweet...

last night was good....picked up a cuple six packs of newcastle brown made my self dinner andwatched my two favorite tv shows (im such a fag...sooo addicted to the o.c.)

bachelors chicken and snowpeas:
1/2 lb cubed chicken breast
3 table spoons hosin sauce (com on be genorous)
1 oz beer (nothing light, again be genorous)
1 oz orange juice
the juice of 1/2 lime
1/2 chopped onion
1 table spoon soy sauce
1 table spoon sesame or peanut oil
salt and pepper to taste

add all ingredients except onions and snow peas marinate for 1/2 hour to 1 hour
throw that shit in a hot wok (or a non stick pan is fine)
add onions and cook on med heat till marinade thickens and chicken browns
add snow peas cook for 2 minutes or till snow peas are aldente
serve over your favrorite rice

i know this sounds wierd but i accidently got lime juice in my newcastle and it tasted pretty good so i put lime wedges in my beer then drank my self to sleep.

my hero

jason anthony cassara is my new hero...at the spur of the moment he drove seven hours (i could have made the trip in five and a half) from washington d.c. just to see me play 3 songs at the north shore public library (also to see jonk's amazing set) now three songs at yr local library doesnt seem like much but he knew how important it was to me...a true friend...others were there in..uh..spirt "i dont feel like taking a train uhhh...wheres my warm milk"... any way wow i feel so relived after playing people seemed to accualy like it (no one left the room..good sign) and then people started singing along to just like heaven ...it was such a good feeling very cathartic...'specialy since the rest of the week sucked ass (and the weekend)...fucking women...

mark = funny

wayback machine tonite...

so there will be rock tonite...two of my buddies wimped out...one more may (he thinks the train only goes west)

horror-scope looks pretty good for today....

Today's Date: Feb. 13

Scorpio 10/24 - 11/21
Social events, perhaps business-related, could put you into touch with people in fascinating fields, or perhaps from foreign countries, dear Scorpio. Logical thinking and a philosophical attitude enhance your communicative gifts, so people are likely to be drawn to you to hear whatever it is you have to say. Some important contacts could be made. Make sure to exchange business cards and take down notes. This evening might be a key moment for future plans.

yeah whatever...

fuck man, she stood me up.

im soo fucking bored right now...1 hour left till work is done....got a date tonite...antsy...this sweater makes me look fat, my dress shirt is pushing out....eyes dry and iritated...need some beer..need a nap...rock on friday..getting a little nervous...getting very excited....hope my friends can make it....hope i can make it.....

oh crap

me and mark were talking about power-lloyd last night and if we ever were to have a reunion that during the show there should be some kind of proccess going on in the backround (or in power-lloyd's typical sense in the foreground) to this i replied (and until that moment did not remember) "hey man remember that show at the library when we made bread, that was fucking good bread man." wow there were some good power*lloyd shows....like the time at the vision theater when jay destroyed a keyboard or the time i almost destroyed jay at the "death to margarine boy" show

we need more rock --- jay, mark move back to the island this is a plea from a brother

oh i updated the news page....kinda well it kinda looks like this one only orange wich it always did but know it has my e-mail and more links (instead of the one that just goes back to this page) so check it out at your leisure.......

HA HA

this fat bastard is telling me how to diet; pepole are so fuckn dumb.....

Dr. Robert Atkins, whose popular diet stresses protein-rich meat and cheese over carbohydrates, weighed 258 pounds at his death and had a history of heart disease, a newspaper reported Tuesday

Before his death, he had suffered a heart attack, congestive heart failure and hypertension, The Wall Street Journal reported, citing a report by the city medical examiner.

Atkins would have qualified as obese, according to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention's body-mass index calculator...


i think we would all be better off listening to little richard simmons...i mean the atkins plan goes against every thing we learned in health class....mutha fuka

"lets make it out baby.."

so i met a girrl this weekend who likes to drink and loves potatos...shes irish and she likes to make out with me.....her only draw back so far is she likes led zepplin (to counter act that she loooves the cure)

army sucked..

beer...is good

beer...

yes...i just finish putting the beer into secondary fermantation...oh the pumpkin ale tastes soo sweet cant wait till its finished

dont forget...the rock!

the begining of nerdrock emo...ended on this day in 1959..so sad...so rock...so emo.

Text fom an e-mail:

> IDIOT SIGHTING:
The stoplight on the corner buzzes when it's safe to
cross the street. I
was crossing with an intellectually challenged
coworker of mine when she
asked if I knew what the buzzer was for. I
explained that it signals
blind
people when the light is red. Appalled, she
responded, "What on earth are
blind people doing driving?!"


now this reminded me of a trip i took with peter to visit noah, we went into downtown hampshire to find booze and such now we came to like a center of town i guess and we had to wait for a buzzer to cross, but it wasnt like normal cross the street crossing it was a free for all...people were crossing diagnaly and zig zaggy..total kaos...my what a strange occorance that i almost forgot...