my new addiction

tenning

update

today my father was helping me set up the new wireless on my lap top while a rather randy episode of Rescue Me was on even though im 25 oh wait 26 dennis leary getting a blow job is uncomf to watch with my dad. and i couldt turn it off because that would make it a little more akward so.... any way i now have wireless on my lap top. they are canceling the oc im kinda relieved. i need a vacation. cemetary man arcade fire pinot noir

i love lamp

im asking santa for play station 2, see im not greedy i dont want the one for a million bucks.

ive had this odd pain in my side and the doctor has no idea what it is...but good news my urine is clean.

plans for this weekend
holding hands
watching movies
eating take out
being gay with kala

do you expect me to talk?

the new 007 movie comes out tommarow
awesome dont know about daniel craig but the novel was really good and the trailer is good as well

whose your fav bond (besides connery)
whose your fav bond girl?

tusa chaglaigh

im pretty excited.
im pretty sick of it.

ill start with what im sick of then to give you a hint that things are getting better the latter.

im sick of work so sick of it infact i dont care about making any money at all now...its gotten to the point were i try to hide and escape so much that it effects my income...ive sold my soul for ** grand per year ive sold my soul for nitrogen filled tires and i want it back!
im going to turn 26 in 12 days and im living at home...moved back last year after a bunch of mishaps and life changing events...i need a place to screw, cuddle and play my guitar as loud and as teenaged as i want to.

ok so here are some good things;
this weekend i get to see kala after almost three weeks...like tom petty said " god its so painful something thats so close is still so far out of reeaach"
her play is opening tommarow night for one weekend only Urinetown...a musical about pee.
i cant wait to see her as an mean old lady. i cant wait to watch the original house of wax snuggled up in her plastic twin sized bed i cant wait for bacon broccoli bites and to taste kalas rassberry honey wheat beer.
sunday hooverball...i hope we get enough folks
next wendsday deat cab for cutie in nyc
next sat holloween, costume b-day party
nov modest mouse, twilight singers.
sweater weather.
popcorn.
i actualy like pumpkin pie now thanks to mark.

well it looks as though i have more things to look foward to however these things are just a few days work is every day...i need to change my job...i need to stop being scared about it...lazy a bout it a pussy about it

i need to rock
oh yea november 3rd the wayback machine you all (2 people that read this) should come